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Mi Amigos! [26 Oct 2005|02:09am]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | Rammstein - Te Quiero Puta! ]

New Background! New Icons! Spider Jerusalem and the CHAIR LEG OF TRUTH!

And Te Quiero, Puta!, which was just leaked yesterday.

Anyone with more knowledge of Spanish help me with punctuations and stuff?

Here's the song: http://rapidshare.de/files/6774995/09_rammstein_-_te_quiero_puta.mp3.html

The Rosenrot Album is...OK. Not quite as thematic as Mutter, and they have strayed from the Industrial part of their sound to be more Metal (But Wo Bist Du and Zerstören are gleefully classic Rammstein, at least), but overall a good album. I'll have a time adjusting to it, though.

But, seeing as eight of the eleven songs were cut from Reise, Reise, it's understandable that they don't mesh in as well with the three new songs. But played back to back with Reise, Reise, Rosenrot shines.

It isn't surprising, since Rosenrot was originally supposed to be named Reise, Reise (Vol. 2), so it follows thematically.

Enjoy the song. It's so nutty and awesome at the same time. And it strangely fits my mood. XD

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[26 Oct 2005|10:07pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Rammstein - Rosenrot ]

I just found out that my grandfather's very near death.

They discovered a blockage that restricted bloodflow to his legs. Now his foot's very nearly black, and his shin/calf region and legs are cold to the touch. They want to save him by amputation of the legs above the knee.

Now, they told him this, but he refused, even if it meant accelerating his death. So, it's a waiting game now.

Dani and Crys know how I feel about him and how he contributed to most of the guilt and baggage I carry. So, I really don't know how I should feel. So far, I've been...blank. I do think it's courageous that he's facing it head on. I dunno...should I feel sad after all that he's put me through? After all that he's put the family through with his bullshit and the sacrifice everyone put just to take care of him up till now.

I feel kind of sad, but, christ, he's in his 80's, it should be expected.

EDIT: The legs' deadness have spread a little higher.

It really is now, a matter of days till he passes.

I'm sad to see my parents depressed, at least.

Especially my father. He's where I get my being emotional from. And he's got a heart condition, too...

I haven't seen him this depressed since my grandmother's death.

It just makes me sad.

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